Walked Out On And Left Alone

After many years of being with some one who you totally gave your life for and never harmed her except to raise my voice which I am so ashamed of.  Any way for all the years of devotion and pain I have lived thru, just to walk out to be with her old friends, and not care  is so painful and I feel so rejected and lonely, I am lost and confused. But I have to take care of the animals and I know they all love me and need me so at least I am here for them. but it sure would be nice to talk with a lady that wants to, so lets talk please
lonelinesssucks lonelinesssucks
46-50, M
Jul 21, 2010