I Love the Idea

It's strange really. I love the idea of having someone sleeping next to me. Someone who maybe puts one arm around me and we just sleep in. When I'm in a relationship or when I have an extreme crush I feel such a strong longing to have them next to me when I'm laying in bed that I almost ache. But still, when I lay next to someone I hate it. I can't be myself, I can't move like I want, I feel pain and fear...

I guess it's more like "I'd love to be able to sleep next to someone"...

GothGrrrl GothGrrrl
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2007

omg I am exactly the same way!! sometimes I hug a pillow but in my sleep I guess I must beat it up or something because I find it in weird places the next morning lol...like the time it mysteriously appeared downstairs