Yeah.......

Everyday is different.....
People have a desire for consistancy in others....
so I pretend to be consistant in my thoughts.....
but the more I pretend, the more it shows, that I dont know what the fugg is going on.
Im so tired.

Pretending is so much fun if your heart is really in it.....
but I can't seem to wake mine up. Not since the "Accident"
lollygaggle lollygaggle
26-30, F
8 Responses Jul 31, 2010

Thank you kitty feet :)

Then pretending must be your way of keeping things safe. How do you get hurt if you're only pretending. I pretend, or daydream, so much of the time that I worry about it. Like, what if I lose my mind and then my grip on reality ... everyone would know what a weirdo I am!!!!

lose one's identity in the creation of a false mask....<br />
now that sounds appetizing! lol.....<br />
as for the accident, I gave something special to someone who wore a mask that I thought was real....and I haven't ever gotten it back.

As for "pretending"..... we all pretend to some degree or another, The trick is to not lose one's identity in the creation of a false self. You might need to put on the social mask, but don't lose touch with your true feelings.

What was the "accident?"

oh its too late for that...

glad I could help...............................................................................................

consistency is safe...easier to understand, easier to predict...sounds kinda boring unless u add ur own little twists to it.....u made me think, thanks!