It Made Me Feel Bad

I used to work at a place that had some real @ssholes. They would make fun of me practically all day every day. Most of them would try to pass it off as having fun with each other. The worst one of them didn't care if anyone knew that he was being hostile and aggressive.
When the other ones would make fun of me I would pretend that I was okay with it. I knew that if I stood up to them it would get a lot worse and the few guys that didn't put me down would start doing it too. I know this because in the beginning I tried to stand up to them. No, our supervisor wouldn't do anything about it. He told me that he didn't want to deal with it and the guys were great guys I just needed to get to know them.
Every time I would sit there listening to them talk crap I would pretend that it was okay, but I always imagined beating the crap out of them. On the way to work my guts would start to knot up and I would pray that they died in a car crash on the way to work (that always made me feel bad, but I couldn't help it). I hope that karma has caught up to all of them already.
lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
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Nov 28, 2012