Written on January 21st, 2011
I suffer from depression , especially in the winter months, and when I'm out among a bunch of ppl, I tend to smile a lot, and try to make it seem like life is peachy for me, because I found if I look all depressed, people come up to you and ask what's wrong.. I hate it when people do that, because I don't usually know what to say.. sometimes I don't have one particular reason for being depressed, I just am. There are only a few people I hang out with even, who I show my true self and they know how life isn't really ok for me.. I also have trouble trusting people, because people have in the past said things to others that I didnt want to be told to anyone, so I tend to use it as a barrier to other people "getting in" as well..