I Think Everyone Goes Throu...

I think everyone goes through stages in their life where they do this. But I've been doing it for years. You force yourself to get up in the morning and take a shower then you force a smile on your face and when around ppl joke and kid and goof off. Make everyone think everything is great...when all you want to do is break down and cry and scream. Yep...been there...done that. Sometimes I still feel like that. Lately i've been finding some things that help. I've noticed that if I'm having a bad day I can go over to a friends house (one in particular) and hang out with her and her kids for a while and I always leave feeling so much better. I also know I have ppl I can talk to now so that helps to. And I've recently discovered prayer....believe it or not...it helps.

So things are getting better...it's just going to take time....

pepsi21addict pepsi21addict
22-25, F
5 Responses Aug 5, 2007

People need motivation & purpose in life. I have deal this feeling all the times and yet I try to get up and battle the feeling. It is about behaviour too. I compare myself with others and wonder why they run their life so easy...Once you conquer your mind, you feel so good... I saw a video about subsconsious mind and consious mind. People has will but the cannot do it because their subsoncious mind control it.

Yes I just discovered it. I might have been asking questions about God and religion but the idea of prayer was never taught to me til I was older...and then it just seemed foolish almost. It wasn't until recently when I decided to give it a shot that I realized it works.

You JUST discovered prayer after researching and studying religion since you were 3 or 4?

it sucks to feel that awful, and for that long. been there, done that too. i'm glad you have a friend you can lean on.

Wow, years huh? I'm glad you've found these ways, and the patience to perservere...did I spell that right? blah. You know what I mean... =>