No Really Im Ok

i have aways had to pretend i was okay sence  i was young. i never seem to fit in and we moved a lot. i was aways depressed and trying to hide it. its hard to find people that know what its like to aways live a lie.  

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26-30
1 Response Feb 17, 2009

I know how you feel, completely. I was the same type of child as well. We moved alot due too my father's work and for other reason's as fell. But I always put on a fake face, letting everyone that I was ok, But deep down I was not. I never felt that I fit in, and when I tried to fit in, I did only for short times as there was always something missing. I feel as if I needed more. I need to find my way. I did not care what other's thought of me, and still to this day I do not. Depression set in as well, and stress. It was very hard, and sometimes I still this way. Just be yourself, that is the best thing that you can do, as it can be a double-edged sword pretending anything. Perhaps writing all the things in your life that you are ok with will help, look at those as a positive, and work on the things that you don't feel so great about.