No. Im Not Okay.
I click on the window of my MSN conversation "Are you okay?" I will never understand why people ask this question, of course I'm not OKAY I haven't been okay since dad left, I haven't been OKAY since my brother went missing, haven't been okay since my sister moved out and I haven't been okay since my mom's boyfriend moved in, and everytime I've been left to pick up the pieces of tragedy, how do think that makes me feel? Do you think the smile i keep plastered to my face is real? It's not. I got out of school for the summer today just to remember that my boyfriend the one thing I truly adore from my life is moving across the country in two days when all i want is to have a normal summer at the beach tanning and laughing with my friends. That's not possible. Ignoring everything i type "yeah I'm fine just tired how are you?"