Yes I Do
I pretend I am okay all the time. Only when I am on a High Manic am i ususally okay, even if I act like I am fine, or even if I say that I am fine, I really am not, and its not easy to deal with sometimes. I hate the pressure of holding it all in, and keepign it to myself, but from experience, I know that after being "not okay" for so long, people will start to thiknk I am doing it just so people will feel sorry for me, when that is not the case. that is the last thing that i want. it just how i feel. i can't help it that i am not okay, and that there are things going on in my life that are making me not okay, and not able to handle life so well right now.