Forgiveness, Relief.Tonight I got the courage to tell the guy I dated online as someone else I was sorry. He knew from a friend what'd I'd done but I myself never actually told him. But I finally did it and now I'm more than shocked at his response. In my head I thought he'd say "I hate you get out of my life forever", instead I got " I still want to be your bestfriend, if you want".
I fee so undeserving to have been forgiven by him, he's such a great person I'm so glad he's giving me a chance. I feel relieved I cried for an hour out of happiness I don't think he understands how much this means to me.
He has admitted I'm ****** up and lucky he still cares but I'm going to take this and show him I am the girl he fell for, and maybe just maybe he will fall for me as the real me. It's all still in the air but it is so worth the try.
M.A.B is by far the better superman compared to Clark kent. When Clark kent had kryptonite near him he cannot go on but this kid? Unstoppable. He has kryptonite in front of him and instead doesn't slow down. I guess I know now the true reason I fell in love with this kid. He is kind, sweet, a lifesaver, and the most courageous guy in the world. I cannot begin to express how much this all means to me. I'm in awe of his strength that I am going to make sure I can maintain this friendship.
I guess people don't always get the credit they deserve. I think that coming out is the best thing to do, tell the truth. Honesty is and always will be the best policy. You may not get the best outcome but you never know. All I have to say is the truth ALWAYS comes out in the end. Be strong everyone. You're all wonderful still.
kclichee 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 Jan 21, 2013