I Just Dont Know Why
i scare myself sometimes.
i dont seem to know how to tell the truth about myself. i feel like it wouldnt be enough for some people. and yes i know that if people dont like me for me, that shouldnt make me be someone else. but its like ive become addicted to lying to people about who i am. i dont even know how to stop because it just comes natuarally now. i think it might be my tendency to make people happy, no matter what i have to do for it. and if someone doesnt like me the way i am, i change for them so then they can be happy for me.
so far, its really screwed me over.