Fake Smile, Fake Laugh, Heres The Truth

Everday i go to school and smile for everyone, laugh for everyone. i show them happiness that isnt there so that they dont worry. i show them what they expect from me, hyper and always happy. truthfully im almost never happy. i usually just want to cry and cry. but i dont. i laugh and smile, for everyone else but myself
Slemochick Slemochick
13-15, F
2 Responses May 15, 2012

Yeah i know.......

I have to say I do the same thing but over time the fake happiness changes to real happiness because I start believing I'm actually happy. You need to find something that makes you happy and don't make it so that your happiness comes from a boy. That can backfire and make you feel worse.