I've been depressed since 7th grade and i'm a junior now..My depression will be the bane of my existence. It goes away making me think i'm better but when I least expect it...it comes back. I've tried to fight it but it's winning. I'm losing the battle and the scariest part is I don't care that i'm losing. I smile and pretend i'm fine but i'm not. I'm so far from okay that it's not even funny. I'm fading away and soon i'll just be a shell of who I once was. I don't care about anything anymore...not even when my parents slit up and I found out my dad was cheating on my mom and he's still lying about it. I should care about that shouldn't I? I should be angry but i'm not..My emotions are fading away and only leaving sadness.
Mackieboo Mackieboo
18-21, F
Aug 22, 2014