Hereditary

This is also something that runs in my family. I am so lazy it's not even funny. It's so bad that sometimes I won't eat because I'm too lazy to go look for something or to fix it. It's even been as bad as I will go for a couple of days without taking a shower because it's seems like such a chore for me.  I was a horrible wife because I would only clean house about once a month and I couldn't even get out of bed in the mornings to fix my husband breakfast before he left for work. I hate being so lazy, but I think that maybe I'm not just lazy, maybe there is something wrong with me.
dreamofme dreamofme
22-25, F
2 Responses Jan 13, 2007

Sounds like a case of depression due to low self-esteem to me. But don't take my word for it - I'm not a doctor. I suggest you start praising yourself for the good things in your character, forcing yourself to acknowledge everything that is good about you and congratulating yourself on every little job well done and also every time you are kind to someone. I really think you need to believe in yourself, your abilities and the fact that your actions (even tiny actions) can make a big difference in this world.

Hon, I've been where you're at, and it's a horrible place, I understand where you're coming from. I just wanna give you a big hug and say "everything will be ok, don't beat up on yourself". There has to be a reason why you are this way.