Too Late Till There's Nothing Much Left to ProcrastinateFirst of all, can we correct the spelling to Procrastinator. I think that is right, isn't it?
Anyway, currently I'm unemployed. Been for over 6 months now. Wanted to change careers for the past ... 20 years? I would qualify for the greatest procrastinator in this whole wide world! Have been exploring many careers, courses to pursue to be re-trained, but nothing concrete materialised. Just been merely THINKING of them, that's really doing bloody little.
Been working in a profession that I don't particularly enjoy, but had to, for the money. Decided to take a break to start some freelance work, or a home-based business, but till today - zilch! Money's run out. Am supposed to go out hunting for work, but no, only been submitting online applications.
Am supposed to go to the banks to appeal for some debt restructuring, but have not done. And various other errands.. but no... just don't seem to have any drive at all. Sometimes not even out of the house for days. Am on an anti-depressant to prevent myself from getting too low, so that I can at least e-mail applications for work. But still not enough is being done.
God, what's happening to me?? Am just stuck, don't feel like doing anything at all. Just feeling numb. Stagnant. Nothing motivating to move on in life. Procrastinating to the point where I have no money, no food, no roof over my head soon??
explorer 51-55, F 6 Responses 0 Oct 6, 2006