I'm always getting hurt so I can never trust anyone not even my closest friends I keep everything locked up inside I can't trust anyone..
MyScarsTellAStory2000 MyScarsTellAStory2000
16-17, F
2 Responses May 24, 2014

I know how you feel! I do the same! I'm just afraid to get hurt again! :(

Exactly! :( people just don't understand

It's hard to trust people when they just walk away after.

I know! :"( I can never trust anyone anymore! :(

I just keep it inside myself. I don't share anything with anyone. I don't write it. I just keep it within me and try to fight it away. I can't express myself and I come across as insensitive and uncaring. I always run out of words. I can't cry. The tears don't roll down. I don't smoke, drink or cut. I have never slipped my whole life. People wonder what's wrong, because I was never like this. They know that something's not right with this kid, but they don't say anything, because they either don't care, or they think that it's not what it looks like. As I've grown, I've transformed into a quiet, unconfident, timid fellow.
I don't even know why I'm this to you; I don't even know you. But thanks, for listening anyway.