It's happened in every relationship I've ever been in. There will be a great guy who I really like, and who has the potential to be an amazing boyfriend. About a month into the relationship, I will shut down. I act as though I want nothing to do with this person anymore. I act very cold and mean towards them involuntarily. I know I'm pushing them away, but I can't help it. I realize what I'm doing, but feel as though I can do nothing to stop it. I wish I could understand why this keeps happening, and stop myself in the future..
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22-25, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

I've had this same problem my whole life. I've had a few amazing girlfriends who I always push away in the end. Now I'm 42 and single once again. Hope you can figure out why this happens and fix it. Don't end up like me being lonely in their 40's.