And I continue to hate myself for pushing them away, because I get super upset over the fact that they don’t try very hard to stay. I’m sorry, please don’t let me push you away.
ImAlivingParadox ImAlivingParadox
22-25, F
3 Responses Jun 22, 2015

I found this that seems to help people with advice. I just thought I should tell people.

I have a simular issue, I always seem cold and distant to people who try to be nice to me, I push them away until they leave me alone and then I feel like an ******* and dwell on it all day. I don't understand why I can't stop doing it....well unless I'm drinking.


I feel this way all the time, trying to change it isn't easy. It's like I wish people could just read my mind and know that when I start pushing them away that's really when I need them the most. Here to talk if you need

Yeah same.