It's a bad habit, ever since I lost someone who meant the world to me. I hated the fact that I hurt, I hated that I couldn't control my emotion so for a while I became numb. still I push people away when they try to get close, I gain a bad attitude and act like nothing bothers and only opinion counts even when others are cruel so naturally the people I have slowly learnt to care for accept my quick change in behaviour but keep their distance too. it's only and I know I hurt them sometimes with things I say but I can't help it. it's my wall even if it's one I want to rip down but find difficult to do so. People are right they is something wrong with me. I can't help being who and what I am so I try to stay away. Am I alone in this?
SarahWishfulJane SarahWishfulJane
22-25, F
2 Responses Feb 2, 2016

nah....there are many like that...just not strong enough like you to confess it lass!!
Confessions means cure . way to go girl :)

Hello, SarahWishfulJane! I’m so sorry to hear about your struggles. Have you considered counseling for your situation? Do you think it might be helpful to open your heart and speak to a trusted friend? I’ll be praying that God will comfort you and give you guidance. Hang in there, girl!