I Push And Push And Push

 When I go through something troubling, I push all those I love away.  I think I got myself into this mess, I need to be the one to get myself out of it.  I don't do it intentionally, I just don't want to burden them with my problems ever.  I want to be that happy go lucky girl all the time, the one with a smile on yher face, and the one that is there to listen to others.


I don't want to burden you with my issues or my concerns. Besides, after time, you'd get sick of hearing about 'em because sometimes, I'm truly sick of talking about 'em.  


I dunno.  I just push people away always.  

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3 Responses Feb 1, 2010

Cool! *Pushes De* Consider yourself pushed back at least a bit..... :D

I know exactly what you mean love. I go there often. Against my will, kicking and screaming. That's why I'm so grateful for you and everyone of my friends here. I can come here and tell my heart in a story or pm a friend or both and I know it will help me at least spend very little time in that dark place if I don't get out of it at all.....<br />
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I'm here, and so is Everyone..... *HUGS*

I have been having the strangest night of having to give back, the advice given to me, to those who advised me in the same situation.<br />
Here goes....You are not a burden. I am your friend. You have so many people here that care about you and your troubles are not burdens. We are all here for you Dem.