I dont like getting close to people and I dont do it very often. I have about 3 really close friends. And all of them have tried to help me out of a situation that is impossible to get out off, and all of them have been hurt. When I was younger I lied to protect a friend from my 'problem' but instead it got him killed. I dont care what happens to me but I care about them and if anything happpens to them, Ill never be able to forgive myself. I push people away from me to protect them. Is that bad? Or am I doing the right thing?