I Wish That I Was Someone Else!

I don't want to be because all I ever do is screw up everything! Anything good in my life!! I don't deserve anything!

beaniefiend beaniefiend
31-35, F
4 Responses May 13, 2009

I don't know what is wrong with my moods. I'm up and then I'm down. It might be because of parathyroid problems. I am a lot for my boyfriend to take.

All I see is darkness and despair because even when I get out of the tunnel, I'm still me.

Come ... come beanie their is always light at the end of the tunnel .....

I am sorry you feel this way and I have felt this way in my lifetime as well. I hope it gets better for you and that you realize that everything is not your fault. You deserve to know true peace in your life.