No Control

I have always been a people pleaser. Its taking a major toll on my life. For example i gave up a great job for my fiance because it made her unhappy. By doing this we lost our townhome and are living with my mother and barely get by financially. I am unemployed and I find myself full of anger and regret every day but i never talk about it because i dont want to upset her. I also do everything for my mother because i feel obligated since i live with her. If she needs food i run down to the grocery store. I do her laundry and yardwork I feel exhausted. I wish i could get control of my life but i dont know how.

endofmyrope13 endofmyrope13
22-25, F
Nov 14, 2013