I knew I was ready and have been down this path before. For some reason this time has been less painful. Out of all the days I have only had one friday night that I got really cranky and just wanted one right or wrong.
Everyone tippy toed around me and then the next day I was totally fine again. I have not had any nicotene products of any kind since stopping. Very happy with myself for that.
I am exercising every day and it is wonderful to actually suck in air and I can feel my lung capacity increasing.
I do have moments when I think about them but I just keep telling myself that it is fantastic that I do not smoke.
The thoughts come less and less and I have found I now have more time for the important things in life and I am not always standing outside having that ciggy.
I know this time it is for good. :)
HowMuchCanaKoalaBear HowMuchCanaKoalaBear
41-45, F
1 Response Jan 17, 2013

I am happy to say I am still a NON Smoker. I am totally over it now and cannot stand the smell of it. Even coming home after a party where others are smoking makes me want to have a shower to wash off the stench............yay for me.