Will I Really Stay Smoke-free?
I still want it. But it is so hard to go back, no matter how much I think I want to. It's been 3 months now, and I am afraid to go back. This is my first time ever quitting after 34 years of a pack and a half, and being a serious chain smoker. sometimes i want to go back, but i can't bring myself to do it. i like being smoke free, but the stress tells me i can sure use one. i feel like this is really it, but i wonder if i will last? again-i dont want to, i could if i wanted to, because my fiance still smokes. it does not bother me that he smokes, what bothers me is the thought.