3 Years Gone

i smoked for about 25 years.  one day my mom had to have an exam...they said the results had a cancer but they had cut it out and come  back ... since there is cancer all in the family, i thought woah, that is too close for comfort.  so 3 years ago i stopped smoking... cold turkey.  i put small puzzles together to get my mind off the cravings. then larger puzzles, etc.  now i just have the dreams.....did i really cheat in my dream or was that real?  ugg, it was just a dream.  thank goodness

ycats302000 ycats302000
41-45, F
Oct 17, 2008