Somebody Answer The Phone

After struggling for some time, I broke down in front of my doctor. He signed me off work, and referred me for counselling. The prospect was scary, I didn't want to talk about all these things. I had kept them to myself for years, tried to deal with them in my own way, or ignore them, depending on how you look at it. But this felt different, I knew I needed help. It took me four days to summon the courage to call the number he gave me, and when I did, there was no reply. No-one was there. So now I feel alone again.
Flickster Flickster
26-30, F
May 15, 2012