I Am Desperate To Quit Drinking Alcohol!

Please respond as I need to be held accountable.  I am using Allen Carr's Easyway method because I have gone the AA route, rehabs, etc.  They all say the same thing & I am tired of hearing drunk histories.  Please believe me, I have hundreds of my own embarrassing stories.  What I need is a total revamping of my belief system about alcohol, just as Allen says.  I am intoxicated due to the drunk feeling, not physically addicted, just mentally.  Tonight is New Years Eve & I will be taking my FINAL drink using Merlot wine, one of my least favorites as Allen requests.  I would like to didcuss my progress online at every opportunity because as I mentioned previously, I need to be held accountable for dailure, as well as success.  Please contact me ASAP & root for me.  I am so tired of trying to beat this crap!