I Never Thought About It Until

after I got married. I guess it just never clicked in my head that some of my moods would be associated with my dreams from the night before. I was in my mid twenties when I got married and being extremely introverted and lacking much self-esteem, I was terrified that my new husband would end up hating me somewhere down the road and find someone else.

Sometimes these fears spawned dreams where I caught him cheating and then laughing at my hurt and anger and I would wake up groggy, moody and unhappy. It wasn't until I had outgrown that particular fear(after many battles with the mil) that, on occasion I would dream a dream where he would leave me for someone else....I would wake up so angry...not hurt, but totally pissed! After all I went through...heheeh. I discovered that my moods and dreams were intertwined when I woke up one morning (it would be prudent to mention I was 2 mths pregnant)after having such a dream and he looked at me with a smile and I hit him.....Imagine the shock on His face.....lol