She Makes Me Unhappy
Ever since I can remember my mum has never told me that dadshe loves me.
Im not saying she dosent provide or me but she is always mean.
She never supports anything I do and is forever calling me names. Like Animal, Dumb. Stupid etcc.. she even hits me sometimes and I want to know why she does this. when i see my other frineds with their mums and dads they are sooo nice to them and they dont even suffer the same problems as i do. I dont even have a dad. My big brother also inds my mother a dificult person to deal with. Because of this I don not live with my mother, I am 16 and live with my sister. My sister is rom my dad's side and she can sometimes be difficuylt to live with. I feel like I dont belong anywhere and it makes me depressed. Life never seems to take to my side.
Me and my mum has never been close. So maybe she grew up rogh and hasnt told me. I know shes struggled and worked hard for me and my brother and I appriciate that. I try my hardest to show her this. But because no one in my family has ever told me they love me. I find it hard tbe affectionate towards people. I just dont know what to do anymore. I want to go abroad orever and start a new lie. People down here always pull a fast one on me. Im soo sad :(