And Now I Am Not ....

Bye to my beloved group.

I'm glad I am leaving this one! 

MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72
36-40, F
2 Responses Feb 28, 2009

Yeah - I don't know. I'm going through this 'anti-love' phase right now, and any time people talk about it, I just shake my head. I miss having a partner - someone to pick you up and talk 2. Someone 2 laugh with, and holding hands. <br />
I miss sleeping cuddled and spooning, but it's going to take God himself to come down from the heaven for me to love ... sorry. I cashing in the love card - putting the heart on the shelf for a while. <br />
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I need some perspective on me. My mind is not in the right place to be in a relationship or even to CONSIDER the word love. *ugh* what a four letter word ..

I am single. the freedom is stunning. pick up my socks once a week if i want, etc. etc.<br />
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but i love being married. love to spoil a woman, give her roses, chocolates, cook for her, go for drives, walks, to the beach, talk about everything and nothing, read to her/ with her, see things on the net. meet friends. <br />
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And then all the nice stuff: rub her feet, wash her back, massage her body, make passionate love, touch, feel.<br />
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In short; LOVE HER!!!!