I Hate Crying In Front Of OthersI never liked crying in front of other people. Not even my best friend in the world. I'm pretty sure the last time I cried in front of others was when I was in the 7th grade, and my teacher made me look like an idiot in front of the cool kids, my friends and the guy I used to like. He yelled at me, patronized me, and said "I couldn't sit down without him standing right there" (I had gotten in trouble for standing up at the wrong time) and then stared me down for about 3 minutes. I tried to explain myself, and I was so embarressed and fumbling with my words. I broke down and told him to leave me alone. Everyone in the classroom was quiet when I started to cry. He said, "Now you have all the attention in the world."
I used to respect that teacher, and I used to think he was pretty darn cool. But now I despise him. Not just for making me cry in front of EVERYBODY, but because he didn't leave me alone after I started crying. He told me to sit down when everyone else was dissmissed, and he yelled at me while I was leaving the school. I didn't go to school the next day, and I felt so weak hoplessly trying to explain to my parents that it wasn't my fault.
God, I just hate people sometimes.