Compared to some I know my life is OK I really do know it could be worst. Just I am so unhappy really I am. Part of it is depression part of it is I am really unhappy in my marriage. Nothing I do works I have tried everything to fix it. Now just feel used up. I work 40+ hours as a security guard at a college campus. surprisingly its really hard job never though it would be but it is so stressful. Then I come home to man just lost his job which i get. come on can you clean or at least take out the trash. Can you offer to cook dinner. Maybe understand that we don't have money for you to spend like crazy. I mean really. On top of it I get blamed for everything wrong like its all my fault. While his looking for a job says I should be looking for a better job so it could support both of us. ugh. you need to grow up get the better job stop playing video games all day. They is bunch of other reasons why I am unhappy but that will do for now.
luna145 luna145
26-30, F
Feb 18, 2015