Undefined Feeling

I have this awful feeling when I wake up. Every single day. It doesn't matter if I had enough sleep or not. I just don't know how to explain it. It's bad, but yet quiet undefined. When it's really bad my mind starts to fantasizes about love stories, people that I will never be in a relationship with (not celebrities, people that I know). I start doing that and getting up is even harder. I could do it for 1h and a half. Then when look at reality, and realise how unreal are my fantasies, I feel worse and I must admit a lil bit crazy. Do you have that awful awful feeling?
notnownotever notnownotever
18-21, F
May 3, 2012