Sex Addict

I lost my virginity when I was 16 years old. It wasn't very interesting. Since then though, I haven't manged to go more than 3 or 4 weeks without sex. I get cranky and sensitive and my body literally starts to go through withdrawal after a while. I get sick with infections, and then I can't do it for longer, and it keeps getting worse until I give up and have sex just because I'm going crazy - and then I'm fine again. I know its all psychological, but I've been obsessed with sex since my childhood and it doesn't seem to be waning.
BlackLili BlackLili
22-25, F
2 Responses Oct 6, 2006

Its a funny thing about being on sexual overdrive for so long. I've always been able to get what I want, mostly when I want it. There have been times when I took a chance on someone who I suspected might not be the "best" textbook lay, and was pleasantly surprised. There were other times I was disappointed. I don't see it so much as a level or standard, but rather as a feeling, a charisma, a magnetism. There's something primal that occurs when two people just suddenly spark like that, and it can grow into a tension that is the most bittersweet combination of pleasure/pain I've ever experienced. There are actually times that I deny myself satisfaction because I know that I'll appreciate the tension more than the act itself. (That never prevents me from thinking about it all day though!)