My mum died on June 23rd 2014 I saw her die. I miss her so much it hurts, I have only just realised she is gone the past few days. I cry every night and have to try and force myself not to cry a lot during the dAy, I can't carry on like this I just don't no what to do, I wish I could bring her back. My brother is only 4 and when he asks for her it breaks my heart. She was so beautiful, my mum and my best friend, she loved me and my brother so much, I just wish I could tell her how much I love her. I regret all the bad times, the guilt is killing me inside, and not having her here causes the most unbearable horrid pain and I can't deal with it, I look at her picture and I just want to be with her.
cjs1996 cjs1996
18-21, F
Aug 18, 2014