I Would Do Anything To Have Your Friendship And Love

dear Mikus

my god, just one look at you and I was stuck like a goose.  I would do anything for you to ask me out and take my hand to dance.

I know you are married and have a child and I would not even want to mess with that.  I just love the way you look. 

I would love to meet you and for you treat me like I should be ... I would like you to be the one who has the courage to love me

enough to accept me as the freak I am but take the time to know me and not use me.

I wish you were the type to hit all the people who abused me when I was a child and teen and adult.

I wish it was you who I could cry to and tell you my deepest love.  Tell you all my dreams and make some at least come true.

you are the wish of truth and love and light I need in my life.

I want to share a swim through the flowers with you and a picnic bathed in sunlight

I want to get to know you and look into your eyes and see paradise

I want to hold you and let you kiss my cheek ...

that is all I ask.... a splendid day that only we know about and we can meet later and remember and share so much

I mean I want that with someone .... there has to be a guy out there for me who will indulge me ... some one like you!
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
May 19, 2012