I'm AwkwardI pretty shy and awkward when I meet new people.
Right now I am having a really hard time with hanging out with my boyfriends friends.
I always end up standing in the corner alone waiting to leave which makes things awkward between me and my boyfriend since he's trying to have fun with his friends while cheer me up at the same time. I would rather have him ignore me and just have fun but deep down I want to cling to him since he is the only comfort that I have in moments like those and so I am torn.
I think that I will just avoid situations like those in the future but I know that I really need to try to make friends of my own.
Perhaps it would make me feel better with meeting new people or at least I'll have some one to hang out with when my boyfriend is off hanging out with his buddies.
I'm too shy to just walk up and talk to people and I don't think that I am very interesting so who knows if I can make that happen. *sigh*.