I've been through a lot of friends and in the end they've always left me. I've always felt like I was the loyal friend and then they just kind of out grew me. You know like when Andy out grows Woody in Toy Story. Because of that I left home for school, I've been trying to meet people but it's just not working out for me. I did sorority recruitment and I met a ton of really nice girls but then I got back this morning and I realized that I had only been invited back to one chapter. It just feels like another huge dose of rejection. It's always been like that. It doesn't matter what I do it just always seems like I'm never good enough for anyone. I feel like there's really something wrong with me, like I'm some disease that everyone wants to stay away from.