Friends,how Many Of Us Have Them? One We Can Depend On.
I feel as if no one wants to be my friend, the friends I had when I was in high school don't talk to me much,I try to talk to them or even ask to hang out when I am not working..but no one seems to want to even give me the time of day...I'm lonely, my best friend/love of my life left me for another guy...before that I could talk to her about anything...she was there for me when no one else was....I miss her so much it feels unbearable. She was my best friend,my love,my light,my everything... I just want that again, I'm a loner, no one to talk to, I spend my free time playing video games or staring at my ceiling hoping I can find that same relationship I had with her...highly doubtful since I'm antisocial and rarely go anywhere due to my insecurities and lack of transportation/money for going out....I just need a person who will be there for me and won't abandon me like everyone else and return I will do the same.....is that too much to ask for?