You Have No Idea

I've been severely depressed, so I've been holed up in my apartment for months. Everyone has given up on inviting me to go out. I do need to get up and make myself go out though. I just can't seem to. It's like every time I try, I get an anxiety attack and just want to sleep forever. That's clinical depression for you.

SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
36-40, F
2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

Update:<br />
I have decided that I cannot surround myself with negativity and expect to be ok. I have deleted all negative experiences from my profile (though the stories still remain) and I am only allowing myself to speak kindly to my inner self, and rise above the negative aspects of my past. It is working already. I feel better than I ever have because now I love myself. I hope that all of you who feel the way I used to feel find your happiness as well.<br />

I wish I could even go to a friend's house, but that's even overwhelming.