My Heart Is Breaking....

I just really need someone to talk to.  My heart is breaking, and I have no one to talk to about this.  Because my best friend is the one who broke my heart.  I really thought that he loved me.  I never thought that he would hurt me like this.  He has lied to me so many times, I am not even sure what is the truth anymore.  Yet, I can't stop thinking about him.  I was ready to throw my whole life away for him.  I gave him everything.  What is wrong with me that he can't just love me the way that I love him?  He tells me he wants a future with me, but he can't stop lying about his past.  How did we let it get this bad?  

Neverthought31 Neverthought31
31-35, F
Feb 21, 2010