In Every Way, But...I have met the One that shared with me knowledge, of what truly loving someone should be like.
I really want to be wanted in every way, but... in only that way she does so well with me.
I feel through fear as though it shale never be so again.
To be held captive by eyes of golden brown.
Beautiful, naturally red lips that beckon to be kissed for hours and a body that fits just perfectly around every part of my being...
To Love shared time together no matter the where, no matter the how.
To Love every bend that is hers for me to be molded to.
To love her thoughts of mind and every whisper from her flesh...
It has taken a lifetime of forty years to find her, minus my youth of unintelligence.
To find this One out of so many faces, this One that swallows me so.
Her face, her smile, dancing through every memory, even those that are not ours to share...
My perception of Love or what I believed it to be has now been, forever altered.
Ruined me to the core I tell you, 'til the day my soul is to be undone...
Happy is truly not enough to describe how I feel to have found her in this lifetime.
But this ache that comes from the distance spread between us now and the not knowing,
What could have been... what should have been...
What I still feel, was meant to be, will haunt me, forever.
She is the storm that calms me, she is the storm that set me free...
AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 16 Responses 6 Oct 13, 2010