I Know I'm Wanted , But.....

I know I 'mwanted" by my Sister, my Boss, my friends, but i so want to be wanted by a special guy, someone that doesnt want a size zero, that doesnt mind that I believe in fairies and dragons , that understands that i know what my cat says to me and that despite my recurring bouts of depression and despair, I am a spiritual person and that there is a reason for all things. I was a single parent up to the time of mysons death, and whilst my parents were supportive it wasnt the same.  I was in a relationship of sorts for 19 years, but wasnt  first best as he lived with his ex-wife and had his own  hang ups about making anyone feel special. he thought it would make them big-headed ! Consequently, self esteem at an all time low,and would give anything to feel truly wanted. My parents have both now died and so I just live in hope that its not too late for me to find someone that also wants to be wanted.
crystalkate crystalkate
51-55, F
1 Response May 4, 2007

I am sure you will find someone. There is people all over the world. If you have the money you should travel. Or just get out there. I know what it is to feel lonely but hang in there. One day someone will come along.