So, finally, things seemed to be going okay for me.
My cancer screenings came back with good results (for me, not the cancer) and I sort of made up with my boyfriend.
But he seems to fluxuate between really sweet and caring and awesome to being the dickhead of the year.
I have never really opened up to him before, but I was having an awful day and I needed someone to talk to, and because Dominik had been whining about his problems for several days, I figured it would be okay to share one of mine. I've been super sympathetic with his problems for weeks now (one of his guy friends is ignoring him) and when I came to him with a problem, I was expecting the same sort of sympathy and support.
He brushed it off as if it was nothing. I don't feel close to him at all, and being in a long-distance relationship makes it worse, because I can't be physically close to him or see the reaction in his face. He brushed it off as nothing and told me to try to forget about it. I've never given him as ****** of a time as he has given me. I don't know what to do. I just want to be close to him. I want to know that he loves me and supports me and as much as he tells me that he does, should I let actions speak louder than words?
Ugh. Sometimes I feel more alone with him than I did without him. I haven't a clue what to do.
AynsleyRosalinda AynsleyRosalinda
18-21, F
Nov 26, 2012