Deep Thoughts And Realizing

I have to admit I am at times needy and I know it's not really a good thing especially while being in a relationship however it's just how I am. I mean growing up without a dad and one you thought was turned out being a totally douch bag leaves someone like myself longing for a guy figure to love and care for you and accept you for who you are. Not to mention growing up in a abusive household as well. Funny thing is I'm needy however I'm not blinded by a lie. I'm quick to want someone as well quick to push away. Either I don't like how I'm being treated or scared by the love he is given me. So I'm all f up what can I say.
RubySlippers01 RubySlippers01
22-25, F
Dec 4, 2012