It Was Better That Way

My first year in high school I was completely smitten by this one guy who really stood out to me, because of both the way he looked AND because of the way he acted. He was just so different from they guys I would normally fall for. Normally I would go for someone with less melanin :D. He was of African and Asian descent (most would say that it's a "disgusting" mix, but screw them he was beautiful). Anyways we shared most of the same classes so I would see him a lot. There were times he would catch me staring and keep the gaze. A lot of incidents occurred between him and I. All those led me to believe the feelings were mutual. See this is what I think the problem is with me. Maybe even women in general. We women tend to believe and see what we want to see in a man. Unfortunately I've learned it doesn't work that way at all (should have known but oh well I'm young and naive). As for the guy he got a girlfriend soon afterwards. I don't think I have any feelings for him anymore just a lot of jealousy for that lucky girlfriend of his. Oh well they are both happy and are a wonderful couple and that's all that really matters :)

Yes I succeeded in keeping this short and simple! :D