Trying To Stay Strong

I have been with this guy for a little over a year. We have a beautiful 3 month old son but the whole time I was with him he always talked to other girls online it killed my self esteem and I can remember more times crying than being happy. I decided I had enough since he would say I need to change I told him he shouldn't hate what he created. I got tired of always getting blamed for the failure in the relationship and maybe I am at fault but I also shouldn't be the only one trying to make it work out. I ended up saying screw you I'm done but I did tell him that I hope he meets a nice girl who he falls madly in love with and she treats him like he treated me and I said it with a smile. I just need to be strong for my son and do what's right for him.I still love him but I'm tired of crying
sweetamethyst sweetamethyst
31-35, F
Nov 26, 2012