I Lost My Best Friend To Another Person.

My best friend, let's call her Cera, and I have been close friends now for about two years. But recently, she has made a new friend, let's just call her Leana. Anyway, Cera and Leana have become very close and I feel pushed out. Cera said that in her "perfect world" it would be the three of us. She tells me all three of us should hang out, but even when we do hang out, I still feel left out. Well today Cera told me
that she felf like she had to choose one of us and she choose Leana. And that really hurt becuase Cera and I have been steady friends for TWO years and now she picks Leana, with whom she's had several on-and--off realationships with. I really don't know what to do.
I have all but one class with both of them and Cera has just been cold when I try to hang out with them. I'm not saying she should choose but maybe she can divid her time equally. She also said that she would believe Leana over me.I really want to fix this. Cera and I have SO much in common and can talk for hours on the phone.I get easily depressed and I don't want to be in that dark place in my mind again. I honestly don't know where we stand on the whole thing. We're just kinda' nuetral. PLEASE HELP ME. To come to school and see the best friend I ever had with someone else hurts me more than anything I've ever felt.
polkadots1246 polkadots1246
13-15, F
3 Responses Apr 11, 2011

Read, guys. Please. Heart-touching. <a href="http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Recently-Lost-My-Best-Friend/1806203" target="ep_blank">EP Link</a>

The fact that she has chosen Leana, let go of her if you really love her and want her to be happy. I know how much it hurts, but you have to help yourself sometimes. I have been through that. Sometimes, we have to forget what we want and to remember what we deserve. You'll get over it, my friend.:D

That sounds like what me and my ex-Bff went through. If u need any advice sent me a message in ep