I lost my best friend two years ago. Although that sounds like a long time ago I'v still not come to terms with it. We were best friends since we were tiny and have been ever since. She was the one friend I knew I would be friends with forever and the one I knew i could turn to whenever i needed somebody. Every time something good happens in my life I just want her there so that I can tell her. Not being able to tell her things is horrible because I knew i could tell her anything. I think about the memories we have everyday and there is no way my life will ever be the same without her. She was like a sister to me and i do not understand why she had to go. I miss her more than i could ever explain and I just want to be able to talk to someone who understands exactly how I feel.


flumpy flumpy
18-21, F
5 Responses Feb 18, 2010

Sorry to all of you who have lost someone that you have loved and lost.

My sister passed away nearly a year ago and she was my absolute best friend in the entire universe. I cry still because we can't talk to one another. I don't like being without her. We shared so much together. She knew all my secrets (& vice versa).

Wait, sorry, is your friend alive or did she die?

I know how you feel. I had a best friend who I also lost about 3 years ago (although we started to drift apart about 4 yrs ago). I used to be able to tell her everything and she was so nice and understanding and hilarious. I miss her a lot sometimes. I try not to think about her though because it's my fault that we're not friends anymore.

So sorry to hear that. I know how you feel. I have lost mum, dad, and worst of all-my Beautiful Grandma. She was the reason that i wanted to live. I loved her more than i could ever explain or could even share in words. It has been 4 years and it still hurts. If you need to talk msg me.